"What happened to us? It used to be so...
Polgar: Hey!
Polgar: I woke up!
Riot: yay!
Riot: What's up.
Polgar: Who is us, and what used to be nice?
Polgar: popquiz, answeransweranswer!
Riot: that's not my away message anymore
Polgar: i know, but it was, and i wanna know what it was, cuz it sounds cryptic!
Riot: I was being emo, because I started to think about if Chris ever did like me, because you asked that question [Note: Apparently the belief is that I was in denial about Chris ever liking me]
Riot: And I remembered things like Chris texting me Dashboard confessional lyrics and saying it was about us, coming over every night to talk and sleep, and all the genuine moments there were.
Polgar: awwwww
Riot: I don't know how it went from there to here, to him saying he didn't care about my feelings, and probably using me more than he thinks he did
Riot: 'cos he was always honest with me when we were together
Riot: and I think part of why this was so shocking for me was because I thought things were happening like they were before, when in fact, they were entirely different.
Riot: And maybe I heard echoes of everything he said a summer ago.
Polgar: what's worse is that he knew that you saw things differently than he did, and he didn't bother to set you straight
Polgar: It's not worth thinking about, though, I've gotta say
Polgar: I've been there
Riot: I didn't want to think about it, but you asked a question I had to answer.
Sep 11th